Monday, April 4, 2011

The poem of daddy <3

I remember the day u said" I will always be here" but then u next thing I know, we were planning a funeral. My anger grew, "how could u lie to me" I screamed. I began life with hurt so deep inside of me. But no one could see. The pain I caused to myself. the scars were hidden. The Long nights spent...in the darkness of my room with a knife beside me. The blood staining the floor. Yet no one knows it but me. I go on through life with a smile. With a so called laugh. Yet no one has seen through it. When alone ... My tears fall, they hit the ground as I look at your picture. "Daddy. U promised me." is all I can utter. I fall asleep with his picture next to my heart. Next thing I know, daddy is embracing me. Hugging me and saying he loves me. He talks about the past, present, and the future. He grabs my hand and takes me down a road called "life" he shows me what I can be. I watch as I feel daddys arms embrace me. He lifts me off the ground and I hug him back. It was like he never left. He takes me and tells me jokes, he tickles me. And he kisses my forehead saying "it's time to go back" I scream and plead "no no!! Let me stay with u! Please daddy I cant live without u! You see my life, it's so hard without u here! Please daddy let me stay here" I look as his eyes fill with tears, but he still takes my hand and hugs me once again. He kisses me forehead and next thing I know I'm
Lying on my bed. I stand up and hear the words "never give up. I love u Selena" my lips smile a real smile and my eyes moisten. For then I have realized daddy has never left. He was just a dream away. <3



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